Fears

When I think about what i’m afraid of. One thing stick out in my mind like a sore thumb. Loosing my mom. Plain and simple. My greatest fear is the loss of my best friend, biggest inspiration, therapist, and mother. She’s the light and life on my whole existence and if I lost her her. Well I simply would have no idea what i’d do with myself. Sure j know that the day will come where I have to kiss her cheek one last time and and tell her i love her. But it’ll be a cold day in hell before that happens. I have her birthday tattooed over my heart. She’ll never see this but. I love my momma.